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Me looking at the people who are “self isolating” with 10 of their buddies “one on one” and still going out as if nothing is happening like ....fuckin seriously? 🥴🤪

This shirt is a whole damn mood today (and honestly this entire chunk of life) I had a whole thing written here and then my phone died which I think was a sign saying that I don’t have to give a story or explanation for every picture I post. So cheers to just being happy to be me 🙌✨ #solsticeintimates #showusyoursolstice

A lot more extremely niche home appreciation posts coming for you

Morning routine Honestly I don’t think I would have made it through self isolation without these three things; balcony, coffee, and cannabis. Jer and I moved an old couch onto our balcony and have been sitting out here in all the sunny days and even when it’s overcast wrapped in duvets just to get some fresh air and outside noises. I go back and forth with my relationship with cannabis - sometimes feeling ashamed and falling into thought traps about my consumption. But whenever I take a “break” from it I never feel as calm or grounded. I consume it pretty much every day - which I can’t even say for coffee although I also have my ups and downs with it. I think my relationships with things I consume are the hardest; media, coffee, cannabis, reading, alcohol... usually I feel it’s either too much or nearly barren. I used to read and drink all the time 🥵 now I smoke and consume/create for social media. I appreciate the time I’ve had to just live and experience and noticed these things honestly. It can all feel complicated and like I have no self discipline at times yet at others that I have an immaculate and precise grip in my life; but really it’s just that my needs are always changing (as are everyone’s) and we’re learning to navigate the nuances. That’s how I’m looking at it anyway. Happy day 15 of isolation. Thanks for the support with @fiends_co - how are you feeling? Does any of this resonate?

Trying to soak it all up and enjoy it for what it is. A few things that I’ve been thankful for: - our home; so lucky to live in a beautiful space with a beautiful person - my natural optimism; I’ve been feeling very lucky and fortunate and trying to find the moments of growth everywhere I can - food; having so much time means I can put energy into being thoughtful about what we eat as well as the process of making it. Been enjoying the food styling! - time to come back to magic; I use to do legit ass rituals on the regular. I mean candles in every surface, crystal circle, meditation and burning paper and flowers rituals. I feel like for many reasons I haven’t been practicing in that way as much but this time has really given me the moments to reflect on what nourishes me and that I want that back - Jer; we laugh a lot, generally enjoy and respect each other’s space and company, and truly have been able to find joy in how much time we get to spend together. The other day I asked the cards what I’m coming closer to during this time and the 2 of Cups showed up, it means a lot of things but it felt extra special. In all honesty I don’t think I’ve been this grateful for everything I have in a long time. There is still uncertainty in a lot of areas but I’m ready to put my energy wherever it needs to be.

In my second home! It felt good to get dressed and go to a my sanctuary even tho I will just be ~online~
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